Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Angels are everywhere...

It was a windy, cloudy and yet pleasant evening.  My wife and I were taking a short walk from campus to a nearby supermarket.
From nowhere she came to us with a friendly smile and began a casual conversation.  We did not know each other first.  We soon learned that she was a sophomore at the CJCU.  And she originally was from a town not too far away from my wife’s home town.  As we arrived at the supermarket, she walked in with us, tried to give us a hand here and there.  She did not buy anything when we asked her.  She looked like she just wanted to keep us company.

On our way back, a big storm came down suddenly.  She quickly gave us an umbrella and waited under a small roof.  But the rain came down so hard that one tiny umbrella could not cover much at all.  
While sensing the rain would not stop soon, she quickly said “I’ll be right back!” and ran off in the midst of the rain storm. 
By the time we saw her with her second umbrella in her hand and the third one over her head, she was more than soaking wet.  
Before we gratefully walked back to campus with two of her umbrellas, we asked her to pick up her umbrellas in the department office where I worked the next day. She said, “Sure, no problem, Father!”

There she was and there she is.  A soon to be a junior at the college and seemed to be unaware of the difference between a priest and a pastor, we have seen her as an angel -  an angel who walks the extra mile for some complete strangers in a super market and a violent stormy evening.

We left her a note with the umbrellas and were so happy to find out that she picked up her umbrellas the next day from the office and left us a note also.  Not only picking up her umbrellas, she picked our hearts and spirits up, just like an angel.

Monday, July 2, 2012

Like Most Kids...

... I believe in angels.  They are everywhere waiting to be discovered. 

One can see them in people as ordinary as you and me; and as extraordinary as Mother Teresa. 

Some of them do not have wings.  But all of them have smiles that shine, words that comfort, deeds that embrace love, and hugs that cause graceful tears.

One does not have to be an angel to meet another angel.  Yet the results of the encounters often make more angels. 

You see, like the good news they are carrying, angels are contagious and always with the power of transforming.

Not all of us would become saints, or theologians, or prophets or great preachers.  Yet every one of us could become angels when we catch that contagious love of another angel.

Perhaps heavens would have more little angels like us than all the saints, theologians, prophets and preachers combined.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Angels


Angels in a Tunnel


My wife and I met her about 8 months ago in a southern rural church.  She and her husband were the members of the singing team at the church.  They were relatively new comers and yet very dedicated to their faith.

And it all started as my service stopped shortly before the end of last semester.  I received an email saying how she had appreciated my sermons while she laughed (with tears at times) and how the worship services had helped her steadily growing.  My wife told me who she might have been.  It was a right-on guess.

And then, like a sudden afternoon thunderstorm, she had to quit her job because of illness. We kept in touch constantly and soon she retreated back to her childhood home. 

We went to visit her and her parents a few times.  The bus ride was so unusual that even a bus driver missed the bus-stop one time.  The other time, she insisted that she’d come out and meet us by a tunnel near her home.

And then, there she was, in that semi-dark tunnel, slowly walking toward us, smiling lightly…I thought I saw an angel, no, two angels right there in that tunnel where the motorbikes and cars and buses passing by above us.

She was like an angel, smiling, and there was a light shadow kind of angel watching over her, also smiling.  I still can see now: two angels in a tunnel, like sisters, like siblings, like one set of the footprints in the sand while one carries the other…

She was not alone.  She has never been alone. 

No one will ever have to be alone in the path of life…

Friday, April 20, 2012

"四福音研究" 期中報告 - Selected

選自 "四福音研究" 期中報告:

1.    其實我們仔細觀察會發現在教會裡就有許多的小兒子、大兒子,就我自己而言,也是在這小、大兒子的行列中遊盪而不自知。我們常任意行事,為了要展現實力證明自己很行(小兒子心態);我們也把他人的成就視為威脅,有人做得不錯,就在心裡嘀咕,認為自己做的比他好,卻得不到應有的讚賞(大兒子心態)。在小、大兒子的心態作祟下,大家用盡力氣暗地較勁,爭執的焦點已不再是就事論事,而是面子問題;結果整個教會的運作停擺,或是各行其是,誰也不服誰。很多教會裡的死結與糾纏,歸根究底,還是小兒子與大兒子的「靈性」問題...

 
2. ...1979年,德蕾莎修女穿著一件只值一美元的印度紗麗,上台領諾貝爾和平獎,不管是和總統會見還是服侍窮人,她都穿著這件衣服。雖然她接觸過許多名人,但她的眼中只有窮人。 她創建的仁愛傳教修女會有四億多美金的資產,全世界最有錢的公司都爭相給她捐款,但是她一生卻堅守貧困。她的住處,只有兩樣電器:電燈和電話。而她的全部財產是一個耶穌像,三套衣服,一雙涼鞋。 她努力要使自己成為窮人,為了要服務最窮的人,對她來說,給予愛和尊嚴比給予食物和衣服更重要...

3. ...瞎子巴底買竟然成為一個跟隨主的人,此後巴底買的人生有新生的樣式,並沒有活在過去舊我。看見我們的信仰也是如此行,我們相信主之後,沒有一個人是停留在舊的我,信仰是一種行動與實踐。過去教會歷史中凡接受耶穌基督的福音,歷代信徒大能改變了千萬人的生命,在這轉化的世界中,在沒有甚麼比耶穌基督的福音更好,更重要了。 
  ...當時英國著名的國會議員威伯福斯,因對信仰問題心中起掙扎,寫信給給約翰牛頓,他們兩個見面後,威伯福斯從他談話中得著極大幫助,於是他們成爲好友。牛頓勸他不要放棄議員的職位,鼓勵他盡忠職守,同時堅定自己的信仰,讓自己在與上帝交往之中,感覺到上帝把整頓社會風氣的責任交托了他,結果把十八世紀的廢除社會的奴隸制度是靠著這群基督徒的議員改變了整個世界。
他在八十三歲離世以前,自己寫好墓誌銘:「牛頓.約翰,生長英倫,離經叛道,罪惡沈淪,放逐非洲,身經大劫,蒙主恩佑,履險如夷,且膺聖職,年八十三,辭世安息。」

4. ...還有天氣:請上帝幫幫忙在2點之前不要下雨(山美),在2點半不要下雨(石桌、茶山),在3點之前不要下雨(樂野),3點半之前不要下雨(達邦、特富野),在4點之前不要下雨(里佳、來吉),祈禱是唯一的力量,上帝是唯一的依靠,但神學院的教育是不贊成這種禱告方式來「勉強上帝」,但「此時此地」連政府的直昇機都無法空投,山區原住民飢餓到「想要殺狗」(狗是原住民的忠實朋友,這句話的意思是接近「易子而食」之地步),因此人力背負是唯一管道,天氣是得救的因素,每天帶領後勤的「牧師神學家們」向上帝懇求下西北雨的時間,是神學思考的荒謬,但每天都應驗了「信就得著」的功課。在救災一個月當中,就像馬大經歷了拉撒路復活,筆者和救災團隊也經歷了「又真又活的上帝」,使筆者對主的信心更落實在生活當中...

5. ...耶穌對於慣於理性思考的人,一個感情教育的機會,進而一個逆向思考的反省。律法師的問題反映了現世對愛的價值判斷的迷思與限制,也引導出耶穌更清楚的闡明上帝國的愛"鄰舍"並不是特定身分的人,也沒有特定的關係,而是有迫切需要的人,我們感同身受,自內心產生憐憫,自願伸出援手,在這個關係裡想到的是利他,而不是利己,甚至可能招惹麻煩也願意去做,這一切是耶穌希望我們能真正能明白的...耶穌的教導常與主流社會相抗衡,揭發習以為常的偽善;並且關心聲援邊緣社會,顯示人的高貴尊卑並非繫於外在,而是繫於內心...
 - Asking a question simply, getting an answer unexpectedly. 

6. ... 回想彼得一介凡夫,不學無術,交在主手中,竟成為使徒中的第一名,使徒行傳前半部的重要人物,又寫了兩封寶貴的書信。他本不敢在使女面前認主,五旬節後卻放膽在官府面前證道。以前他鹵莽從事,削掉大祭司僕人的耳朵,現在他講的道能使三千人紮心,五千人悔改。他奉主的名能叫死人復活,跛子行走,甚至他的手帕,影子都可以醫病。他也有聖靈的智慧,識破虛假,審判罪人。他的書信中有許多是主再來的預言,成為我們今日末世教會的警戒與勸勉。向外邦人傳福音,也是他開始的。傳說他最後是倒釘十架而死,因他以為自己不配與主同樣釘十架。彼得忠心至死,不辜負主的交托,選召與造就。相信我也能如此地盡忠於耶穌所交付的事,一生為榮神益人而活
- Gospel is when a bad news, in the grace of Lord Jesus, being turned 
   around becoming a good news. 

7. ...耶穌說人要積攢天上的財寶?但是...既然人已經在黃金天堂,還需要財寶做甚麼呢? 思考這個問題好幾個星期,身邊幾個人都問遍了..差不多是三種答案;
  1. 有人說是累積冠冕之意。
  2. 有人說耶穌說那些話,不是在講真正的財寶。(那麼,是指甚麼呢? 沒有確切的說法)
  3. 有人認為天堂有階級之分。
 有天,問兒子…兒子說天堂的財寶和地上定義不應該畫上等號。  嗯..有道理。
 隔幾天… 我想;累積天堂的財寶應該不是到天堂才用。
 上述應該說得通,但是好像還沒完。
 不被蟲咬也不致銹壞是指永存嗎?賊挖窟窿來偷是指人心因此敗壞嗎?
 一味追求財利就像是積攢災禍嗎?
 這時候,我想到德雷莎修女說過一句話 "愛會回流”。
 所以積攢天上的財寶是指積攢愛嗎? 愛在哪哩,心就在哪 裡嗎?  ...這是目前的思考進度...
      - Selected from the postscript of a report. 

8. ... 聖經只是提醒我們,不要去搶奪上帝審判的權利。我們成作祂的兒女,可以做的,只是用積極去愛的態度,來回應上帝對我們完全的包容。這便是當主耶穌受釘時,祂以這種精神向上帝祈禱:「父親哪,赦免他們,因為他們不曉得自己在做甚麼。」(路廿三34)祂要我們,越在惡勢力縱橫時代,越要去見證祂的疼及憐憫永遠常存。這是主耶穌超越時代的原因,願我們在壓迫及困難的時代,越能活出上帝愛的見證,透過這樣,我們可以堪受稱為祂的兒女...
    - A very thoughtful paper

9.  服事要追求完美,但不完美並不會讓「真理」受到影響,放輕鬆,事情總是做不完的,但如何讓自己的心安靜聆聽耶穌的聲音,才是主所喜悅的!何時忙碌?何時安靜?這是一個「選擇」,然而我需要為選擇負責任,才會覺得服事中有平安與喜樂!!
    

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Devotional Digests

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God writes the Gospel not in the Bible alone, but also on trees, and in the flowers and clouds and stars
 -  Martin Luther 1483 - 1546  German theologian, and iconic figure of the Protestant Reformation
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"God is in everything I see." 
This explains why nothing is separate, by itself or in itself.

You are not a human on a spiritual journey
You are a spirit on a human journey.

- Unknown
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 Reflections from Students of the School of Theology, CJCU

When I read the article entitled Believing on this blog site, some sentences caught my eyes... When Jesus says that whoever believes “into” him shall never die... Eternal life is not the result of believing in.  It is the experience of believing.’

Indeed, we have so many imaginations about “eternal life”, but if we did not get “into” Him, how could we say we are disciples of Jesus?  
潘霍華 (Dietrich Bonhoeffer 1906~1945) :「當基督呼召一個人時,祂是來召他為祂死。」

If belief did not change our thought, our mind or any ideology, our lives are never renewed with God’s words. The words just got into our brain and stay as part of knowledge, but never sparkle in our life. And logos never root in our body.  How could we then say: we receive Jesus as our Savior?

Right. That is cheating ourselves and our brains.  We do a lot of services to show that we are Christians, but it’s not helping our eternal life.

永生,是從跟隨耶穌開始,效法他的一切所行、所言、所想,去在乎祂所關注的一切;當我們願意付上一切的代價而去實行時,這就是福音的實踐。 
- 吳信達

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關於這篇The Bible and I的 Blog,裡面提到:
Faith is not just a course to be completed, but a life time journey.  We are here not only to learn what to think, but how to think.」
人生就是不斷地在學習,信仰也是如此。像當你小時候看到某章經文感覺沒什麼,但當你經歷了一些風風雨雨後再回過頭看,發現聖經已經有了你想要的答案,而且奇妙的是每個人生階段都會有不同的感受,聖經真的是一本很奇妙的書。我很喜歡讀箴言,因為它裡面的智慧幫助我在對人事物的看法改變上很多,像我讀到現在,很多經文讀了幾遍還是會有新的領受,每次翻開箴言,我的腦袋就好像被開通似的很舒暢,智慧的言語使我身心感到一股甘甜。 
- 葉加恩

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第一次的小組長時間,我們所要看的文章是關於「恩典」的,雖然在我自己的小組並沒有仔細的去看這個文章,但是從牧師所寄給我之後,我就在想我要寫這篇來回應我最近的體驗

  Grace is something you can never get but only be given.

恩典對我來說是付上很大的代價,我們卻只有「接受」這件事是可以做的。除了耶穌基督為我死在十字架上,賜給我永恆的、無價的生命外,祂的愛也透過其他的人給我恩典。在剛看這篇文章的時候,第一個反應就是,我們有時對身邊的事物太過於麻痺,所以也很容易忘記了許多許不清,每天都可以享受到的恩典。我們太習以為常,以至於對一些人的付出也視為應該的事...

讓我受到恩典的雖然都是親人,但是事實上他們沒有責任要做這件事,特別是他們都是付上很大的代價,而我單單只能接受。就像接受耶穌為我死讓我得生命的恩典,我無力償還,從親人而來的恩典,我也無力償還。不是我無法償還金錢,而是無法償還這背後所包含的一切。讓我最大的學習是,「凡事謝恩」、以及學習如何「接受恩典」。 
- 陳安祺

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Jesus does not give recipes that show the way to God as other teachers of religion do. He is himself the way.
不同於其他宗教大師,指出到達神的. 耶穌本身就是道路,

Joy is the simplest form of gratitude. 喜樂是表達感恩最簡單的形式.

  
Conscience is the perfect interpreter of life.
良心是對生命最具體完美的詮釋.  

Faith in God's revelation has nothing to do with an ideology which glorifies the status quo.
上帝啟示得到的信仰, 不同於自我炫燿的意識形態.
 

Faith is never identical with piety. 信仰虔誠是不同的.

Grace must find expression in life, otherwise it is not grace.
生活中不能顯示出來的恩典, 不能視為恩典.

In the Church of Jesus Christ there can and should be no non-theologians.
在耶穌基督的教會, 每個人都應該是神學家.
 

It is always the case that when the Christian looks back, he is looking at the forgiveness of sins.
當基督徒回首過往, 他所數算的, 是諸罪得赦免的恩典. 

It may be that when the angels go about their task praising God, they play only Bach. I am sure, however, that when they are together as family they play Mozart.
當天使們讚美上帝時, 他們會選奏巴哈樂曲; 但我相信, 當他們家人在一起時, 他們演奏的是莫札特.

- Karl Barth (1886-1968) Swiss Reformed theologian

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Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life. 沒有火, 蠟燭不能燃燒; 沒有, 人不能生息.
- Buddha 563 BC - 483 BC

Hope is a waking dream 懷抱希望是實踐想的第一步.
- Aristotle 384 BC – 322 BC

Miracles happen, not in opposition to nature, but in opposition to what we know of nature. 奇蹟不是反自然的現象, 倒是我們對大自然現象的無知- Saint Augustine 354 - 430

Some people are always grumbling that roses have thorns. I am thankful that thorns have roses. 有些人總是抱怨玫瑰有刺. 我很感激,旁邊有玫瑰.
- Alphonse Karr 1808 – 1890 

Determine that the thing can and shall be done, and then find a way. 首先決定能夠做,且必須做的事物, 然後再找方法去做.
- Abraham Lincoln 1809 – 1865

The man who does not read good books has no advantage over the man who cannot read them. 不讀好書的人, 就像文盲一樣可惜.
- Mark Twain 1835 -1910

Spiritual relationship is far more precious than physical. Physical relationship divorced from spiritual is body without soul. 靈命操練的重要性遠超過身體. 沒有靈魂的身僅是一個骨肉空架.
Mohandas Gandhi 1869 – 1948

One truth stands firm. All that happens in world history rests on something spiritual. If the spiritual is strong, it creates world history. If it is weak, it suffers world history. 真理立場明確. 世界歷史的關鍵取決於人的. 性高, 創造歷史. 軟弱, 傷害歷史.
Albert Schweitzer 1875 – 1965

A life is either all spiritual or not spiritual at all. No man can serve two masters. Your life is shaped by the end you live for. You are made in the image of what you desire. 生命之別, 基於. 人不能事奉二師. 你的一生取決於你生命所定的目標.
Thomas Merton 1915-1968

Man has two great spiritual needs. One is for forgiveness. The other is for goodness. 有兩件要素: 寬恕和善行.
Billy Graham  1918 -

The fact that I can plant a seed and it becomes a flower, share a bit of knowledge and it becomes another's, smile at someone and receive a smile in return, are to me continual spiritual exercises. 我撒種, 它成長開. 與人共享知識和笑容, 獲得充分的喜悅. 這些都是我靈命操練經歷.
- Leo Buscaglia 1924 - 1998

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“A man knows when he has found his vocation when he stops thinking about how to live and begins to live.”

“If a man is to live, he must be all alive, body, soul, mind, heart, spirit.” fromThoughts in Solitude

“In order to find God in ourselves, we must stop looking at ourselves, stop checking and verifying ourselves in the mirror of our own futility, and be content to be in Him and to do whatever He wills, according to our limitations, judging our acts not in the light of our own illusions, but in the light of His reality which is all around us in the things and people we live with.”   from “No Man is an Island”
                                    
                                    Thomas Merton (1915 – 1968)


Merton was also known as Father Louis; A poet, a monk and a world renown spiritual writer. He had studied at Cambridge University in England (1933) and Columbia University in the United States (1935). Merton was a keen proponent of interfaith understanding. He pioneered dialogue with prominent Asian spiritual figures, including Dalai Lama, Japanese writer D. T. Suzuki, and Vietnamese monk Thich Nhat Hanh. 

Among his well known books: The Seven Storey Mountain, 1948;  No Man Is an Island, 1955; Thoughts in Solitude, 1958.


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Precious Lord, Take My Hand (親愛, 牽我手) - Sung by Elvis Presley 貓王演唱

 

Precious Lord, take my hand
Lead me on, let me stand
I'm tired, I'm weak, I'm lone
Through the storm, through the night
Lead me on to the light
Take my hand, precious Lord, Lead me home

When my way grows drear
Precious Lord, linger near
When my light is almost gone
Hear my cry, hear my call
Hold my hand, lest I fall
Take my hand precious Lord, Lead me home

When the darkness appears
And the night draws near
And the day is past and gone
At the river, I stand
Guide my feet, hold my hand
Take my hand precious Lord, Lead me home

Precious Lord, take my hand
Lead me on, let me stand
I'm tired, I'm weak, I'm lone
Through the storm, through the night
Lead me on to the light
Take my hand precious Lord, Lead me home

Music: George N. Allen (1812-1877)
Lyrics: Thomas A. Dorsey (1899-1993)

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Believing

Prepositions can be very eloquent.  A man is “in” architecture or a woman is “in” teaching, we say, meaning that is what they do weekdays and how they make enough money to enjoy themselves the rest of the time.  But if we say they are “into” these things, that is another story.  “Into” means something more like total immersion.  They live and breathe what they do.  They take it home with them nights.  They can’t get enough of it.  To be “into” books means that just the sight of a signed first edition of Alice in Wonderland sets your heart pounding.  To be “in” books means selling them at B. Dalton’s.

Along similar lines, New Testament Greek speaks of believing “into” rather than believing “in”.  In English we can perhaps convey the distinction best by using either “in” or no preposition at all.

Believing in God is an intellectual position.  It need have no more effect on your life than believing in Freud’s method of interpreting dreams or the theory that Sir Francis Bacon wrote Romeo and Juliet.

Believing God is something else again.  It is less a position than a journey, less a realization than a relationship.  It doesn’t leave you cold like believing the world is round.  It stirs your blood like believing the world is a miracle.  It affects who are and what you do with your life like believing your house is on fire or somebody loves you.

We believe in God when for one reason or another we choose to do so.  We believe God when somehow we run into God in a way that by and large leaves us no choice to do otherwise.

When Jesus says that whoever believes “into” him shall never die, he does not mean that to be willing to sign your name to the Nicene Creed guarantees eternal life.  Eternal life is not the result of believing in.  It is the experience of believing.

- Frederick Buechner Whistling in the Dark: An ABC Theologized”, 1988

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英語的貼切使,可以. 建築和教師乃是人們選擇(in)的職業如果他們()(into)某種興趣愛好, 將會他們日夜擁抱, 呼吸的心態和生命. 猶如愛書的人看見一本難得的, 心跳加速, 衝擊, 快樂!
新約希臘文所談的信仰, 不僅選擇(in)的相信理念, 更是一種生命(into) 的信仰,信靠相信上帝也許是一種知性的理念, 諸如相信弗洛伊德的釋夢理論, 未必導致死大事信仰, 信靠上帝大大不同. 是一個旅關係. 就像有一天, 發現有人真誠愛你, 將會改變, 影響你的一生. 
[相信地球是圓的] 一種理性思維. 
[相信世界是一個奇蹟] 會激你熱血沸騰. 
相信上帝的理念為我們的選擇. 
()上帝, 猶如我們上帝面對面, 別無選擇. 
當耶穌說,()靠他人將永遠不死, 並不意味著耶穌將給予一張永生的證書 
永生不是相信的 結果”, 乃是()靠主身受與經驗.

-- 畢克納 牧師 (神學教授, 作家)

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“I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.”

“Christianity, if false, is of no importance, and if true, of infinite importance.
The only thing it cannot be is moderately important.”
 - C S Lewis 1898-1963
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“Christianity is one beggar telling another beggar where he found bread.”

“Authentic Christianity never destroys what is good. It makes it grow, transfigures it, and enriches itself from it.”
- D T Niles 1908-1970
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“Christianity does not remove you from the world and its problems; it makes you fit to live in it, triumphantly and usefully.”
- Charles Templeton 1915-2001
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"Dear God,
I am so afraid to open my clenched fists!
Who will I be when I have nothing left to hold on to?
Who will I be when I stand before you with empty hands?
Please help me to gradually open my hands
and to discover that I am not what I own,
but what you want to give me.
And what you want to give me is love,
unconditional, everlasting love.
Amen."
- Henri Nouwen 1932-1996
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"How can I be a great man - like you?"
"Why be a great man?" said the Master,
"Being a man is a great enough achievement."

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The Master's expansive mood emboldened his disciples to say,
"Tell us what you got from enlightenment. Did you become divine?"   
"No."
"Did you become a saint?"  
"No."
"Then what did you become?"  
"Awake."

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It intrigued the disciples that the master who lived so simply would not condemn his wealthy followers.
"It is rare but not impossible for someone to be rich and holy," he said one day.
 "How?"
"When money has the effect on his heart that the shadow of that bamboo has on the courtyard,"
The disciples turned to watch the bamboo's shadow sweep the courtyard without stirring a single particle of dust.

- Anthony de Mello, “One Minute Wisdom” 1985
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Every new born baby brings us a message that God still has not yet given up on humankind.

- Rabindranath Targore (泰戈爾) India - 1913 Nobel Prize winner for Literature

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The World Communion Sunday Special  -  Oct 2, 2011

And who, under the same circumstances, am I? Or what shall I prove to be? 
It’s not as if I haven’t been warned.  Jesus has spoken at least 3 times of his suffering and death – and fully as many times he’s declared that if I intend to come after him I must deny my self and take my cross and follow him.

“For those,” he said, “who would save their lives will lose them, and those who lose their lives for my sake and the gospel’s will save them.” 
Who can forget such words?  “Go, sell what you have, and come, follow me.”
Those words.  And these: ”The cup that I drink – you will drink.” 

The cup.

And I, with all his disciples, heard and agreed. “Yes,” we said, “we are able to drink that cup.” And I meant it!  No, I was not lying.  I would do anything for Jesus. 
But that was during the period of words and learning, a sort of prelude, I suppose. Sunday school, confirmation, sermons, study, preparation.  A time of pieties and promises.

Well – here comes the cup!
Here’s the real world, and the world’s at war! And my deeds are my words now, and the deeds don’t lie.     Matthew 20:20-23

- Walter Wangerin, Jr, “Measuring the Days” 1993

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Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden.
And I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me.
For I am gentle and lowly in heart,
And you will find rest for your souls.
For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

- Jesus, Nazareth                                          
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